TLDR: Met an alpha widow who happened to be a very stereotypical alpha widow.

I started taking the red pill months ago and heard the term "alpha widow" and never thought much about it until this moment.

I was at a girls house and she was insanely hot which is why I went over there in the first place, but I friend zoned the shit out her because of how mentally turned off I was (pretty much every red flag). Normally, I would never smoke weed with a girl I was interested in because I know I would lose frame and tell her how beautiful she was or some sappy shit but since I wasn't in to her like that, when she offered to smoke me out I totally accepted. While we were high she started talking about her ex boyfriend, I don't remember the exact words she used but this is basically what she said "He (ex-boyfriend) took all of my virginities, he took my virginity when I was 15 when we were dating, we broke up and he didn't talk to me for 2 years. (He obviously didn't give a shit about her). Last summer he talked to me for the first time in a long time and we started dating again (Probably the only pussy he could get while out of school) and during that summer he took the rest of my virginities"

She had been with other dudes of course but this original alpha was the only dude who was able to make her do anal and all of that shit. What really fucking stood out to me was when she said "He could have been with any girl but he decided to be with me." This dude was without a doubt alpha. I have no idea what he looks like or what he was like because I was too high to even care at the moment but he must of had insane game. She told me she was in love with him even though the dude literally hadn't talked to her in 7 months because he was "busy at college"
she was stereotypical alpha widow, she would drop her panties at a moments notice for that guy I am sure. After she told me all of this shit I said something along the lines of "Isn't it crazy how he probably has at least three girls exactly like you? What a beast" She didn't find that funny. I literally told her while we were high that I came to her house with the intention to fuck her and that I couldn't because she was like my long lost sister and that I was sorry. Was kind of funny looking back at it but I told her that she was attractive and her skin color and face structure were the same as mine and that I was also really attractive, therefore our DNA was too similar to have kids and that It might as well be incest (super fucking blazed lmao). Was really fucking awkward after all of that and as soon as I sobered up, I left. Just thought I would share this slightly humorous/cringey example of an alpha widow with you brahs.

Edit: for the dudes calling me a creepy beta; fuck off. She told me she was a feminist, glucose intolerant ( retarded) , her parents didn't love her, and that drugs help 'stabilize' her. . The burden of putting my dick in that would be too damn high