A woman's mind can be very complex for the untrained eye, a naive betas can spend years studying women and they will never reach a conclusion. As the great Bill Nye once said, "This is called the Science of Feelings"

In this post I will try to define the alpha widows mental process. It basically boils down to three "feelings".

First feeling: "I tried so hard yet it wasnt enough"

Second feeling: "There was never closure"

Third feeling: "What would've happened had we stayed together?"

  1. "I tried so hard yet it wasn't enough"

The Alpha Widows meets her first love. The alpha makes her feel things she has never felt before, she feels like she's in heaven and no other guy can make her feel like he can. Her body is only for him to do as he pleases. Time passes and the alpha gets tired of her pussy, the alpha seeks other females and the relationship starts falling apart. She feels maximum dread, and she does everything to keep him, but it is useless, in the end no matter how hard she tried she was not enough. This eats away The Alpha Widows heart and soul, forever wondering why she wasn't enough.

  1. " There was never closure"

Either the Alpha leaves her for other women, or the dread was so intense that the alpha widow leaves him in a moment of rage. The problem is the feelings of love hatred and regret still linger inside her. The Alpha moves on and The Alpha Widow is stuck forever in limbo. The catharsis didn't happen, she is forever stuck in a turmoil of Feelings that she can't get rid off. The Alpha never gave her that chance, the chance for her to make up her mind, it all happened too fast. If she could turn back time she would tell him how much she loved him and how much she hates him now, but she can't and she never will.

3" What would've happened had we stayed together?"

"What if we had stayed together and worked things out?" The Alpha Widow wonders as she lays on her bed at night. She often wonders how he's doing, is he married now? Is he happy? Does he still love her? What if they had married like she once dreamed? Would she have been truly happy? Unfortunately her beta husband arrives home and he lays next to her. She kisses him and wishes him good night. She loves him but the eternal "What If" will haunt her for the rest of her life.

This is the Alpha Widow's Dilemma, and there is nothing you can do about it. The Alpha Widow is pump and dump material at best, the Science of Feelings is a very simple yet effective way to understand a woman, use it wisely.