It was a 9 months relationship. Full of passion, interests in common, shared works and artistic practices. I was crazy in love for the first time since so long. He was my bestfriend and my lover. I am feeling empty and sad. I need to remind that I am loved by others and valuable, i need to build self confidence again. I dont know what to do. There were a few red flags so i had to quit but i am still in love and i feel so lonely. In my life in general (ì am an artist and I work at home and I live alone). I dont see my friends a lot. I need advices / thank you a lot.