I'm a career beta and just recently found the Red Pill. I have read NMMNG, WISNIFG, and currently reading MMSLP.

I'm lifting and have lost a ton of weight and gaining muscle. I'm becoming OI and doing my own thing. I have seen positive results and have made myself much happier. I dgaf. However, I really need a Morpheus. I'm winging it alone and find myself falling back into beta mode a lot.

About 3 months ago I filed for divorce because of a nuclear event. She moved out, I filed for exclusive use of the house which the court granted. I really think she thought her moving out would be temporary and I would be forces to leave. She was relegated to living with parents. I had no where to go, my parents are dead and I had no intention of leaving.

Several days later she calls says she wants to meet so we can talk. I agree and go prepared for more shit storm. Instead she apologized and begs to come back home. I relent and allow her back home. I filed a reconciliation order that can be revoked at anytime. The divorce for legal purposes is on hold for six months.

Before I filed for divorce we were sleeping in separate beds because of different sleep patterns and just to be separated from each other. Typical dead bedroom. When I filed for divorce I continued to sleep in the other bed that I had been sleeping in.

Today we are still sleeping in separate beds. When she came back home she was adamant about still sleeping separate because of us keeping each other awake. I admit, I did like sleeping alone for sleep sake but hate the loss of intimacy and emotional connection with sleeping together.

I have told her that I despise sleeping alone. Her only argument is our sleep patterns.

My career beta brain tells me that she is just wanting me as a fwb and wanted the divorce stopped because it didn't go how she planned. She was sure that the court would kick me out because she is a woman. The fact is, she had a place to go, I didn't. She had a new address and I made sure the court was aware of that.

She has said that just to keep the peace that she will agree to me coming back to the bedroom but our sleep will be effected. She doesn't want me in the bed with her.

My alpha side says fuck it, call my attorney and revoke the order of reconciliation.

What are my options? Just go back to the marital bed and tell her if she doesn't like it to leave again or what?