Im 19, in my second year of college. I'm still a Virgin and it's sort of Embarrassing as multiple friends of mine have already lost it/have girlfriends and whenever they talk about fucking i feel embarrassed and lame. I've had girls like me before but i was never into them so i didnt date them or further our relationship. Is it weird i want to lose my virginity to a girl that is significant to me? Should i follow trp and try to game randomly women i have no feelings for? But since im so inexperienced would that turn women off? I was talkin to one of my female friends about this and she called me corny which makes me question my ideals. Idk what to do or what to try!?

Also am i a blue pill loser Trying to find love first then lust?