Been spinning this HB8 plate for almost 1 year now. She caught feelings and been pushing for an upgrade with no success, so I'm feeling she is getting tired of that and been frustrated.

She invited me multiple times to go to her home country for the holidays. I rejected the offer every time. However last minute I decided to go. So I called her and started setting up the logistics, however it was complicated so I decided not to go (I know I fucked it up). Because of that she might feel I'm playing with her feelings and plate might be broken at this moment, I don't know.

Now that she is back (she arrived last night), should I be the one to set up the next date? If yes, when would be a good time?