Met this girl thru Hinge. She wasn’t as attractive as she were in her pics but she really has a good personality. I didn’t really like her that much but we hit it off. I was really horny and a bit drunk that night so we banged.

Here comes one problem; I couldn’t maintain my erection after a few minutes of penetration. Which sometimes happens with a new girl so I just finished off myself and thought it’s normal.

We saw each other a few more time and she got attached to me. She’s could have been the perfect LTE material, Low N-count, cooks for me, buys me stuff, do chores for me, always comes to my place whenever I ask her to. She’s a few years younger than me so she’s not my sugar mommy.

The only problem is she’s not really attractive physically for me and it’s evident on the sex. I couldn’t keep up my boner and having trouble finishing. (I have to think about another girl to finish). I’m sure my penis is working fine cause I can finish really quick with this other girl I’m seeing when we have sex who’s more attractive. I also tried viagra once with this Hinge girl, it solved the erection problem but I still couldn’t come with her.

I’m well aware now that I’m not attracted to her and she knows we’re not official but I know she really wants to own me and really clingy. I still keep on seeing her because of the benefits and things she does for me (cooking and free stuff) I’m not dependent on her because I make more money than her. She’s also my default fallback whenever I want to have sex if I want but I couldn’t get it that day from others. I feel like I’m leading her on and taking advantage of her, what do you bros think, am I an asshole for what I’m doing? I want to ghost her since we don’t have mutual friends anyway, should I do it? I only ghosted ONS before but not girls I see regularly

TLDR; Girl would have been the perfect girl except in the looks department. Am I an asshole because I still see her and take advantage of her because of the things she does for me and should I ghost her