Makes everything seem so depressing and ominious. I don't want to always think if a bitch is trying to break my frame, or if she's doing this and that. I just want to have fun and fuck a few girls.

There's no point in living if I'm always thinking about that shit . I used to not give a fuck but the deeper I go the more I get depressed. I realized today how emotionally unstable I've become and how I act on emotion and impluse unlike in the start where I never lashed out or said shit in anger, which I'm going to fix now.

Should I just relax, not overthink and complicate, and not let my emotions influence my actions anymore,