I never thought I would ever come here since all I ever saw was shit I never believed in and boy did I make a whole bunch of fun of every single "redpiller" but you people seem to know something that I don't.

I'm a chill guy that believes in treating loved ones the best they can be treated and other people nicely and all that good shit. I managed to get a girl and things were great, I'm a an emotionally fucked up guy and she poured a shit ton of affection towards me and vice versa. All of a sudden things changed and it was me doing everything and she was litterally ignoring me throughout entire days. I got all "beta" as you would say and butthurt and argued with her and she just seemed to drift further away.

Anyways my good friend who always spews on about TRP philosophy to me constantly was saying I should ignore the living shit out of her and then she will grovel at my knees, basically. At first I thought he was completely retarded but things got to a point where it looked like I was about to get dumped or even worse. I'm not letting that shit happen to me when I'm already so fucked up so I thought what the hell have I got to lose. I took all of his retarded advice and by some miricle it's worked so well that I actually am in shock.

I ignored her so much and basically I treat her like shes anyone else, I don't do anything special like I used to and no she wants to litterally be all over my dick? I'm so fucking pissed off right now because I loved this girl and it feels like shes fucked me over completely. Who does she think she is ignoring me for DAYS and now I litterally don't give a fuck she is alllllllll over me. I can't even go to the gym without her checking in to see if im cheating or some shit and she tries to validate her every move to me to make sure I know shes there.

Why the fuck does she want me so badly now and where the fuck do I find a girl who isn't going to be this retarded. I thought I found the one so I'm really pissed off right now and how fucking simple minded she is and how my friends advice has all worked so well that im actually questioning whether or not TRP stuf is true.

There has to be some guy here that has felt these feels man, I feel betrayed as fuck. Shit i know relationships have theirs ups and downs but this was different, this was her litterally every single day SHOWERING me with all the love I craved and then just cutting me off to suffer like some dog. She enjoyed the fuck out of it well now im so angry i just want to punch a wall with a picture of her face.

Anyways are all girls like this? I know people say that hurr durr not all girls are the same but fuck if she was like this then what hope do I have. She was perfect man and this shit has pissed me off so much I dont know whether i can look passed it.

Yeah this was a pretty big rant so yeah.