I remember writing here a long time about a crazy yet sexy girl I met. The post got hundreds of up votes. For some reason, two months later, I still can't let go. I still have dreams about this girl. Shes living in my head. It's not because I'm madly in love with her, or because she's so special, but because I was so close, so close to taking her home - the opportunity slipped through my fingers.

She was a rare specimen. The type that wants to be hit and choked and abused. I find women like that very rare and sexy. And she was very pretty too. Empty and pretty.

I messaged her a while back on Instagram a month after we talked and she said “the vibes were off”. But I could tell the vibes were on when I was choking her, groping her vagina, and making out with her at a public park.

I still can't get her out of my head. I need to find someone like her to get her out, switch tenants, persay. It's just very hard for me. I've had two girls run out of my apartment, afraid that I'm some sort of serial killer, after choking and slapping them. Haven't had sex in months, and so having this beautiful woman slip through my fingers has angered me to no end. What do I do?