So as the title says I cheated on my ltr of 3 yrs this last year. I kept it inside me for about 9 months and it destroyed our relationship. I know very beta. I understand that it was a mistake and I need to move on. She found out about it a couple weeks ago after we already had broken up. She keeps texting me about, the first question was if I used a condom, and I gave in a replied to her. This was almost 2 weeks ago. Since then I have started to get over everything and am trying to move on with my life. I haven’t talked to her since then and she just texted me “who else knew”. At this point I just want her to move on and get better too. I’m not sure what to do, because every time I see her number pop up on my phone my heart drops because of how badly I’ve messed her up because of this.

Any advice on what to do in this situation?

I’ve apologized to her a bunch of times and told her that I should’ve just broken up with her back then instead of cheating and hiding it and treating her like shit for 9 months.