Hey guys so I never usually post here but I am extremely stressed about my situation. I am a college junior, 20 years old, never had a girlfriend (LTR) but my body count = 2. I've always been apprehensive about commitment but lately I've been feeling like it's time for me to grow up, become a man, and build a relationship. The first girl I ever had sex with was a virgin (FWB, 2 years)

I have a lot on my plate right now between nursing school, being an RA on campus, and trying to have a social life/fitness.

Over the summer I met a freshman, 18, HB7 virgin, exchange student from the DR. We've been talking ever since. Things were slow at first but so far she's given me head 3 times and the last time is when she finally swallowed. She is so freaking cute but at times insecure and immature. She still hasn't let me do finger stuff or anything because she is self conscious about her vagina. She is relationship material but I am honestly not 100% if I should commit myself. I have been extremely popular ever since the semester started and options keep presenting themselves. I feel like commitment would be stupid at this moment if she isn't giving me the sex I want. She is amazing though, and she treats me well, but I'm pretty impatient. The only reason I am so hung up on her is because I want to take her virginity. I feel like once we get out of college it will be hard to find virgins/good pair bonding material/etc..... So although my game has been good thus far, I guess I'm not willing to lose her.

And then there's another girl HB7 in my nursing class. Arguably has more sex appeal, but shes not a slut. Shes only fucked one guy before; a LTR of 2 1/2 years. So we went on a date last weekend, and she came back to my room after. We made out a ton. We had a beautiful night, a good time bonding, and she literally worships me. I learned from my past mistakes and literally did everything perfect that night as far as game goes. So my frame control is better with her.

Here's the problem; I told her yesterday that I've been talking to someone else and it's getting more serious. She was so disappointed.

I'm so confused. Are virgins worth the effort? If I change my mind, will it be a mistake? I don't even know what I want from life right now. I want sex first, and committment not necessarily. It just feels like most girls my age arent willing to do that.

I probably left out a lot of critical information, but just based on what I wrote, can I have some helpful feedback? I like them both, I want to fuck them both, and theres also a lot of other girls on campus who want to fuck me. Its so stressful. I also have a lot of people counting on me about the virgin. Everyone knows weve been talking. I don't want to hurt anybodys feelings. Fuck, im so confused right now... Any advice at all?