I’ll keep it as short as possible

Followed the red pill for a while after my divorce (a lot of emotional abuse, lying, etc. the usual stuff) and I found it extremely helpful.

Unfortunately life got in the way (single father of two kids, crazy ass work schedule) and I lost my way over the past year and a half.

Met a girl that seemed decent and decided to give it a try. Two months in the entire dynamic changes and everything is different. I give it a few days to see if it goes back to normal, it doesn’t so I call it off.

And now that damn oneitis is kicking my ass again. Gym is out of the question at the moment, money constraints, but after the next few weeks will be an option again, what do you fellas recommend me do in the meantime?

Used to play video games ALOT to pass the time and distract myself but really not looking to get sucked back into that time and money sink.