In my previous post on AskTRP, I seeked help when a girl I had oneitis for messaged to get me back into her orbit. Luckily, I didn't fall for it and blocked her off everything.

After educating myself on TheRedPill and having a broader understanding, I went through a mental change. I see that girl I had oneitis for EVERY SINGLE DAY in school and I can't do anything about it.

I used to "love" this girl but now when I look at her, I feel an anger so deep and intense I wanna kill her. The shit she put me through last year and the way she played me makes me so fucking mad. Now that The Red Pill has widened my understanding and changed my life, I feel dumb knowing I went through all that shit. I workout, I do my work, I socialize with friends, meditate and try to enjoy my life but whenever I think about her, the anger comes with such intensity, it takes over my thought for the day. This has been happening for months.

How shall I proceed about it? Sorry for the rant, I just want her completely out my life to work on myself further but no matter what I do, she always come back into it.