We're about to get philosophical here.

I've always been quite a calm guy. But after TRP I sometimes think I have no feelings at all and it weirds me out. Have you felt something similar?

To give you an example: I was 'dating' this one chick for around 2 months, we met maybe 5 times outside of University. At first, I was quite into her, but it faded quickly. BOOM, quick decision, I disappear from her life.

And I can't feel a thing about it. Makes me think I'm some kind of a heartless monster or something. It sounds silly, but I seriously can't connect with girls anymore. With guys it's only a tad better.

I'm worried about pursuing any relationship, because I know I will hurt the other person in the long run. I'll just get bored and dump her, despite we might have a great time before that.

It's like after TRP I have no empathy whatsoever.

Maybe you have experienced something similar and can describe it better? I doubt you will have answers, but I had to rant to somebody who might understand...