I've heard girls blatently say they want a big dick (usually the really hot slutty types. Said they didn't like it if the dude wasn't hung or wanted it more if he was, even if he was good looking, good game blah, came right out almost like a fucking shit test. I don't flinch, but inside it gets to me.) I know when we get down to the grand scheme of things, many women prefer a bigger penis. I know this because it stimulates the vagina more allowing women to have a better orgasm, right? However, how important is it? I've been with really small girls, and I think anything bigger than me, wouldn't really cause a difference and it was good enough. I've been with thicker girls and I think if I had more girth it would of been better for them. So I understand this is preference to an extent.

If the general consensus is that penis matters really that much, then so be it, I will cope with that and move on with life. However, as we know, what women say and what they really do are two different things. So I wanted to get an intuitive perspective on the matter so I don't live life feeling inadequate. Like hey, you have a (less than) average dick, you suck.

I have this down to me being overly invested in my ego. Does it not suck when you cannot please a girl to her/your liking? Sure, let's say she orgasms, but is it good enough for her, intense enough for her? So I know that this is me comparing me to the penis I see in porn, but so are they, and as most know, they think that is normal and don't know 8" of dick if there was a ruler present.

I am average. Smack dead in the middle at 6.5 inches long, but I say smack dead because I have 4.5 inches of girth (the thing that matters apparently so even slightly below average.)... and the average is about 5.5 long and 5 thick or something close, who the fuck knows.

I have always felt like it wasn't big enough, however I did start watching porn really young. Give me some insight and what you think about this, what to do going forward? Thank you. Because this shit tortures me a little and makes me feel like I am being stripped of my masculinity. If it's really that bad and I suck this much, tell me and I will own it.