Long story short, my SMV is so low it cannot get any lower. So far I've been reading into TRP and applying some simple concepts to my life such as not being quick to apologize for every situation (making me look like I'm always wrong).

I've also been paying a single mother who's never done anything for money (or so she says but she looked pretty nervous so it might be true) to suck me off /w no condom and swallow me. A few days ago she asked if we could upgrade to sex (but I pay more of course).

My question is if money isn't the issue, does paying for sex at the time being damage only my wallet?

I'm inexperienced sexually compared to most guys my age, so I view this arrangement as at least being around naked females and becoming more comfortable around them.

As with any newer RP'er, the urge to oneitis is strong but I've been resistant pretty nicely considering it's just a business arrangement.

tl;dr While I work on my SMV every day, would it hurt my progress or mindset to pay for sex 1-4 times a month to get my rocks off?