Before you insult me, hear me out.
I am 19 years old and my test was tested at 500ng/l. I am healthy otherwise, eating enough calories and a clean diet with meat, eggs, cheese, fruits etc. I am lifting 4 times a week for 2 years now. I sleep at least 8 hours but more often 9 to 10. My current stats are: 5'10, 70kg, 16% body fat, bench press: 100kg, deadlift 145kg, OHP 65kg, chin ups with 10kg 10 reps

I am strong considering my weight and I work my ass off in the gym. I try to shed of the fat, but its so fucking hard with low t. God knows how my estrogen is and my free test. I feel bitchy, emotional, severely depressed and have. no energy or motivation what so ever. If I decide to take steroids, its more for mental reasons than aesthetics. I would only use low dosage of test and would do pcts and do my research. My testosterone should be the highest in my life time at my age.

Anyways, I want to get the best out of my life and I dont want to live mediocre just because I have got shit genetics. I am strongly considering doing a cycle. My questions is, how did it affect you, especially mentally? Did you feel more energy, confidence, masculinity etc? Would you do it in my place?