Good day to you, lurkers and gentlemen.

I debated with myself for an embarrassingly lengthy period regarding whether I should post this or not. Having followed this community for a while however, I have decided that you would be able to provide the most effective advice.

For the sake of context: I'm in my mid 20's, university-educated and work a decently paying job as an auditor for a local casino. I've had a few encounters with the opposite sex, most of them spontaneous and short-lived but for two LTRs; the last of which was with a certified/diagnosed BPD(I know I know, I only found out after I left her) who took it upon herself to make me her personal emotional chew-toy. I'll not delve into the gritty details, but suffice it to say that I managed to find my balls the day she forbade me from speaking to one my sister's friends (8 years my elder) ever again because "I didn't like the way she hugged you."

Looking back, I find it just as ridiculously hilarious as you do.

Moving swiftly along, I ghosted her, and have in the 8 months since managed to throw myself into my work, netting a promotion while staying aloof of any women. Until I found TRP.

I studied psychology intensively while at university, so when I found TRP, it fit. It made sense. Where before my encounters with had been random, or coincidence, here was action-oriented knowledge that I could integrate into my existing ideas to create opportunities to fuck women, or exploit those I encountered. It worked. Well.

And I like it. I really, really like it.

I'm not going to bother with giving numbers, because I cannot make it clearer that this is in no way about bragging. I've slept with more women in the past three weeks than I had cumulatively for the past two years. But I'm not focusing at work, because all I'm thinking of is which plate needs to be Dreaded, which needs to be rewarded. I'm missing deadlines, because I'm wondering how long the cute girl in the office across the hall has been with her boyfriend and how long it would take me to convince her to cheat on him.

It's consuming me.

Gentlemen, you are dedicated to becoming better men, and overcoming your baser nature in order to accomplish your purpose. Please guide me that I may do the same.