One thing that is bothering me is my inexperience. At 24 years old I've had maybe 3 serious relationships that have lasted less than a year. Every time I manage to have sex I have an intense emotional response afterwards. Call it extreme oneitis or something.

Last night for example I met up with a struggling single mother who clearly never played for pay before & I had fun with her for an hour for around $80.

After she swallowed me I immediately packed up and shipped out, what was done is done. But afterwards and even now I can't stop thinking about her.

I know in my brain it was a transactional & I shouldn't be giving a shit whatsoever, but my emotions are all twisted up.

Do these emotional feels & connections go away after awhile? Did anyone else get like this after sex when they started out? Do they go away after awhile?

This emotional backlash/anxiety after the fact is bad enough it almost discourages me from trying.