I started hanging out with my ex gf and fucked her four times this week, she brings my kids over and hangs out at my house..

Thing is I have got into the routine of being by myself, eating a certain way, and frankly hanging out with them is boring as fuck I feel less healthy doing it almost like I am cramped dying.

I think after I fucked her a few times I realized I didn't give a fuck about her and it was more so I was jealous of the idea of another guy fucking her or dominating her and less about actually liking her.

The more she messages me, and says she wants to live here I just feel meh.

Is this normal?