Guys I’ll tell you my story hoping that someone can understand me and help me.

I come from a very rich family but I’ve had an unhappy life so far. Money causes problems, believe it or not. There was constant unhappiness at our home and it effected me a lot. Because of my family, people expect more from me and I need to have frame all the time. I always act very confident and really am dominant between my guy friends. They listen to me and they even do stuff that I tell them. Not because of my money because I never tell my friends about my family also I’m not swimming in money since my parents want me to have discipline. I live like any university student in The UK would. Maybe slightly better.

I’ve never had a girlfriend, one night stands, I never even made out with a girl. I only had sex with model-like Ukrainian escorts so far lol.

I wouldn’t say I’m handsome. I actually hate my face and my body but I’ve been hitting the gym regularly, so my body improved a little bit. I know I’m slightly charismatic but that’s about it.

I haven’t really talked to any girls in the first year of uni except for one who I didn’t really try hard and I wasn’t upset when she started to ghost me.

What I’m trying to say is I can’t really talk to girls in uni and stuff because of my low self image and I feel like unlike guys, they can understand my confidence is fake. I really think they somehow understand that stuff.

Whenever I go to clubs I get nothing but some ugly girls come and try to dance next to me and try to touch their body to mine but at that point I just leave the dance floor since it makes me uncomfortable as fuck. And not getting hot girls and seeing them with other guys fuck my self image more and more every time.

I also have a huge ego that makes me super scared about rejection.

Since I’m unsuccessful with girls, it effects other parts of my life as well like grades and stuff, I sometimes fall into deep thinking through the day because of this.

What would you guys recommend I do? I don’t know what kind of advice I’m asking but anything works really.

Sorry for long post.

Thanks.