Hey everyone,

A few weeks ago I had made a post about going on a vacation with the girl I was seeing, shortly before the trip she requested we stop having sex. I never wrote a follow up, but I am today. I didn't end up going. We met up at my buddies house who agreed to watch our dogs for the weekend and I let her know that I was done. I stayed, she went home. Coincidentally a large group of my friends were in town that weekend, which I didn't mention in my original post. Once she was gone it became a weekend with the boys. Lots of fun and very much needed! Not only did I have a good time that I wasn't expecting to have, I had made an RP milestone. Never before have I initiated a break up. It felt like a huge victory in establishing my frame. For once it was over on my terms.

Over the next week she would text me here and there and I would be cordial, because who knows maybe she'll be good for a hook up down the road. However, and I should have seen this coming, the "I'm going to make you jealous" behavior started. Once the mirror selfies started coming in I decided to go no contact and ghost. I've been ghosting for a week and I'm doing good with it. I broke things off with her in person, face to face, and was direct about it. My conscience is clean, and it should feel clean. Shouldn't it? The wah wah texts are making me feel bad. it's reminiscent of how I used to be, begging for my ex's to give it another shot. I feel like I'm doing to her, what my ex's did to me.

I'm not looking for any actionable advice here. I broke it off, and I intend to follow it through. I learned from TRP not to share my personal feelings with girls or even friends. So I haven't really been able to get any of this off my chest. I feel guilty about ghosting, but I have decided to stand my ground. I really want to just vent my feelings, and see what the anonymous audience of the red pill has to say. I could use a perspective other than my own.

Thanks.

EDIT: I am expecting advice saying that I should block the number and on all social media. The reason I haven't, is that I want to portray that I care so little that I'm not even bothered to block her.