Long story short, used to game a lot when I was 16/17 had great success, got addicted to cocaine and used cocaine in most social situations. I’m now 152 days clean and had had my first tinder date today in months because I was isolating myself and was battling addiction as my main priority.

The date itself went ok, we talked got and got lunch and il be seeing her again. But it felt so difficult and I was anxious the whole time and I’m beating myself up because looking back there were so many chances to escalate, in short it just didn’t feel comfortable; like I’ve completely forgotten everything I had learnt in these years. Any tips for when I see her again?