Fellow TRPers, need some serious help here. I just got divorced. She wanted the divorce, not me. Make decent money, but for some reason, she just wanted out. Issues with her first daughter and I, her mother and I could be the reason among others, not going in to too much details. I pay child support and some spousal support for a year. Now the real question, every time I see her, I forget every pain she inflicted on me during the divorce process. She is older than I am, 6-7 years. To me, when I met her, she was the goddess that I was looking for. After the divorce, I have learned how fallacious that thought process is, but I still can't get over that feeling. And the other thing, I get really angry and frustrated and often woken up from my sleep on the thought of other men doing things with her, that we used to do. As I write these, those thoughts are just fucking with my brain and heart. I workout, run, trying to pay off debt, bought a house, so that my kids can have their own place when they come to stay with me, but I can't seem to get over her. What should I do?