So after coming back from deployment i was riding on high. Got a place to live in town, went home and pulled a few, came back and pulled a few then BAM! One night i met a girl in the hot tub where i live, brought her home, fooled around a bit then sex the second time i saw her. All good. She'd come over every other day or something and we'd do whatever then hook up. 2 months passes, everything is awesome then she up and leaves the state. A few weeks pass and bam she wants to come back, I'm down.

Here's where i think i f'd up. I let her move in unemployed till she could find a job. 5 months later, I'm kicking her out, still no job. In that time she gradually started having less sex with me and "getting sick" obviously i see where my first mistake was, never should have let her move in. Now I've been shot down by this bitch i paid for so much my game is all off. What's a good way to get back to myself again? I'm a sailor, a musician, a hiker, a beer drinker, an intellectual (take that or leave it, everything is subjective) a poet, and a generally good person. I know I'm a catch, even though I'm broke $$ but getting back out there is fucking me up. Might go play my guitar outside the college with my puppy. Any thoughts?

PS: Heres a quote from my dad "at the first sign of bullshit, get out. There's more to come"

'Preciate Y'all.