So i had a girlfriend, now ex. She fucked me over when i first met her because she dropped me at the click of her fingers for some other guy. I went to uni for a year and had abundance mentality then she sees the 'new me'. I then fucked some other girl after 3 weeks of sleeping with now ex. however time goes on and we continue sleeping together, get into relationship then eventually ends. Most of my red pill decisions didnt work with her and now im sat here thinking i should of done this and that. i wish i could have her back.

help me cure this fucking disease. how do i get rid of this perception that it was all my fault, even though my friends say she has a total bitch and hated her for fucking me over the first time and then being so difficult during the relationship