Hi guys I apologies if this is a bit of a rant but I feel kinda rough and could do with some perspective. I’m 20 and starting college/uni in September so I’m not really trying to get into anything serious but I’ve still been taking girls on dates however recently I’ve become a bit dependent on weed. Just not having to do anything over summer, other than the gym, has made me sort of abuse weed especially. Anyway I wasn’t going to go to the date high and if I just turned up sober I’d be super irritable because I get withdrawals when I first stop smoking, like anxiety and irritability.

Anyway, I know I was the one who cancelled it but I feel shit because I feel like I’ve messed up a big opportunity.