Girlfriend (34) of 8 months doesn't want sex if at all, frequency has gone down to once every 5 days. I've tried initiating but get a hard no. Did the dreaded speaking about it and she honestly just doesn't care that its like that. Thinks sex once a week is normal. I miss that enthusiasm from a woman.

So that leaves breaking up with her right? Here's the issues:

  • I owe her money because shes been billing me for every fucking thing and putting it on my "tab" Because she lives a very expensive lifestyle and i cant keep up with it. Even billing me for petrol to come see me lol I was blue pill pussy that just agreed to it all. Now i'm stuck with owing her like 2k. Isn't much but everytime im with her im having to spend most money on meals. Since reading redpill ive wised up to it. Which brings me to.

  • Was supposed to take her on holiday but honestly with the lack of sex I've thought fuck that she doesn't deserve my commitment. I lied to her and told her I lost my passport and now shes punishing me by being distant. Honestly, just want to start paying her what I owe otherwise its never going to be paid.

  • I've been unreliable to her ever since reading the Red Pill. What I mean is, I was supposed to move to her town and i cant bring myself to do it because i dont think she deserves my commitment so ive been lying to her. Infact I lied to her about a few things. I'm not happy by it I think I did it because I didn't want her getting bored. Giving her false hope I know. But she genuinely hasnt been nice to me. Infact for the week before i was supposed to take her on holiday shes been nothing but cold and distant.

  • Breaking up is going to be tough because she re-frames everything as my fault. We've broken up once and ive seen how her and her friends talked about me when we did, im dreading the fact that shes going to be character assassinating me and framing it as me being the horrible unreliable loser

  • It's hard to break up for me. I've never done it. But she's happily okay with my needs not being met. Shes also has depression issues, has cut herself whilst being with me, stone walled me, goes to bed on arguments and generally does not take blame. I also despise the fact shes a feminist ever since reading red pill.

  • Im dreading the break up bullchit. The dreams of her. The blue pill thoughts of "what if" Being on my own. The horrible thoughts of knowing shes going to be fucking guys and having a much higher sex drive with them.

Thing is despite all of this, its just hard to break it off because she has a way of making me feel like i'm the bad one in the relationship. Maybe I am but the lack of sex has honestly made me go nuclear so thats my hamster for lying about making plans to move closer to her.