I am a long time lurker, and I know you guys and gals can help me handle this right or at least figure out what I am missing. I get the concepts behind the red pill, it is just hard to live it. There is this girl at work, and we watch the Marble Hornets videos together on Youtube. It has always been platonic, but on a recent work trip we bonded a bit more. It is clear that she wants the D,but it seems that she doesn't quite care where it comes from(She is 24 so still potentially on the cock carousel). She says she is tired of the men and dating that she is used to, but she doesn't act like it.

Anyways, we are both behind on episodes, and since it has been something we do together, I am trying to include her in watching up to current. I would like to say that normally we would have either put it off to a later time or gone ahead and watched them, but instead we keep saying that we are going to get together and watch it and she keeps shying away. I also think it is worth noting that she is the one that got me into the series. Everytime that I try to set a time or place to watch it, she seems like she really wants to, but inevitably something comes up or she bails. I have to wonder if she can't handle just friends anymore, but she can't get off the carousel.

Like I said before the recent work trip out of town, this would have been a non issue, but for some reason it seems that we can't slip back into the platonic friends thing, or into something more serious.

TRP disclaimer: I do not have a crush on this girl. I have been very happy to be friends(Neither of us were looking for a relationship with each other.) I can't just bang her and get it over with, because we work together

TL:DR Friends on the brink of being more than friends leaves me confused and wanting to get off the fence. Time to defuse the situation or go ahead and let it blow up.

Any and all advice is welcome. Let me have it.

EDIT: I am getting some great TRP advice, but I think that most of the comments are avoiding or ignoring that I need help defusing this in a way it won't disrupt my work (we work in the same room).