Hello guys,

I am on a dry spell for so long, for some reasons. I masturbate every other day, and it fucks my life. It takes my energy, lowers my aggressiveness and assertiveness, it makes me numb. The only way to leave it for me is to get the real sex; because I feel so horny at this moment. However, with my current state, though I am not ugly or anything, I cannot manage to have sex. I do not know what to do. I am so depressed about it. I just want to stop totally, until I get the real sex. However, I cannot do it.