I'm a mechanical engineer, 25yo. Embraced game 2 years ago and since then I've banged dozen of girls. Last November I met an HB 9, ex model, bisexual. We hit it off from the very beginning, amazing sex and amazing company. I never set it as monogamous relationship. The only rule I set: "you're free to do whatever you want, so am I. I just don't wanna find out. If you tell me or show me that you had sex with someone else we're over. When you're with me its just me." Things were great, and I found out I was really liking her. Maybe the only girl I felt really connect to in 2 years. She seemed special. She told me she was moving to Austria, to live near her brother, in one month.So we enjoyed our last days as much as we could.

Before leaving she invite me to move with her, marry her (for citizenship porpoises). I said I couldn't because I didn't have enough money, but I'd that in four months if she still wanted so.

She left. I changed job to gather enough money for the trip. Banged some other girls (she probably did the same). 4 months later I was ready to fulfill my promise.

I traveled 13.000 km to see her again. She was happy so was I.

I stayed one week at her house and then we fought. She wanted to see a friend (male who she had sex with). I expressed that it breaks the only rule I set, and offended her probably using bad words. She went visit him (he needed some emotional support for a problem with cops). Things went downhill since this. The air was thick, and we could barely talk since our fight.

Then I said "if you're treating me like this. I'm moving". She said "it's best for you to move" And then I left her. Moved to Italy with the only person I know in Europe besides her: A cousin.

Now I have no job or money. Probably will be deported at the end of the tourist visa.

Plz note: I don't blame her, I know for a fact that the full responsibility is mine. I'm not sad and I'm not asking for tips to get her back, I don't want to. I just want to learn new things from this. Hope you can too. Any new perspective on the way to look at it is welcome.

Edit 1: for the question mark complain. What I am asking is: " what lessons can I learn from this? You have any other perspective to look at it?"