Please excuse my English- Its holiday here in Germany and Ive had a few beers too

A while ago I wrote that I was having problems with my exwife. She cheated with this 26 year old guy-got an std from him and to make it worse she got pregnant. We have 2 beautiful kids 6-7.

They had sex only twice so I guess I can forgive but the emotional affair started long before that and makes me mad. We were in a lot of troubles before. So when I found she was cheating I left home-then came back to take care my kids and she departed. 3 weeks later she created a lie told to the police and said that I had hit her and you know the whole lie-I was in jail for something I did not do-she was already living out.

Now she have courts order that restrain me even from viting my kids-I think she did so that she could come back to the kids-maybe she realized it was a mistake .

Then as bad luck she found that she was infected with chalmidiya and a later she found out that she was pregnant. She has been calling me telling me that she misses me, that she knows she screw up(she told me the whole story-all of it) and that she is really apologies. Shes been crying every single day calling me that she has no money even for the train and that the kids are suffering becauset hey hunryand they have to walk to take the bus etc. So she is asking me to try again with her.

My question is: how will I try with her after this-I am really confused, she cheated-got std and got pregnant and theres bunch of other tests coming who knows she may have HIV. I am totaly confuse-because she is an mad woman and she has my kids-so I am handling this situation very carefully to avoid any danger to my kids.