I've read all of the sidebar material on the main sub, spent months lurking before creating an account, done heaps of reading and I'm doing all the self improvement I can, but I just can't feel a rise in confidence. I only feel incredibly insecure, especially when something goes wrong and with women. I've put as much RP into practice as I can but my weaknesses instantly rise up and fuck with me.

All my life I've been a control freak and I feel my heart start beating like I've just ran a kilometre. Please help me, RP.