I've noticed that when I played team sports I played "just to have fun" no matter if I won or lost, I seemed to be OK with it but then I noticed how everyone else was competitive and emotionally invested into the game. Over the course of my life I became more and more detached, I've been meditating on and off and I've been taking things less seriously. The result is more inner peace but.. There is something missing. I don't have my drive anymore, I don't have the ambition to go for more and I feel worthless for that. Everyone who has done great things was incredibly invested and/or obsessed with his goals so guys: How do I give a fuck about the right things?