[not actually suicidal right now] I see no reason to live anymore. I might as well die now. I'm just sick and tired of living with myself and all my shittiness. I bet all you fuckers will encourage me saying "do it you beta faggot." That's fine, I get what I deserve for being born autistic and forever a virgin.

Edit: I tend to feel like killing myself periodically, I never do it because I'm too much of a pussy. I'll forget about this whole thing after I go to sleep.