As the title says I feel like I’ve just totally fallen off. I was the cool dude everyone wanted to be around and now I struggle to make friends. I use to be the outgoing kid who was funny and now I struggle to communicate. Use to be able to flirt with women easily now I suck with women. Use to not give a fuck now I’m riddled with crazy anxiety, anger, red pill rage, always mad, , etc.

Physically I’m in the best shape of my life. 6 ft 3 and 205 Ibs at like 10%. I have cool hobbies like Bjj, basketball, running, lifting, etc. Also financially I got a decent job. It’s not great but it’s a campus job I believe could turn into a good resume builder for y future career so I’m happy with it.

I’m just in a position where I feel like Im nowhere near where I use to be and the person I was before no liger exists. Idk what happened or how tf I fell off so bad but I feel like the person I was before no longer exists. How do I find the old me? Or maybe I need to accept the old me is gone and find a way to work on the new me.

Any advice would be great. I need to find my roots again and would like to bounce ideas off of some fellow red pillers as well as seek advice.

Thanks boys