Some Background:
I am a white male, 33 years old. I used to net just under $100k a year in the oil and gas industry as college dropout with a criminal record. I was an electronics technician working upstream in Houston, TX. I got my criminal record sealed in 2013. I was traveling all over the world banging chicks in every city. I had two cars, a race car, a nice house with a yard and some dogs, a home studio, in one of the best neighborhoods in Houston. In 2015, the oil industry collapsed and my company went out of business so I got laid off. I was unemployed for nearly two years. Grocery stores wouldn't hire me, retail stores wouldn't hire me, restaurants wouldn't hire me (not even to wash dishes). I finally found a job that paid $11.00/hour installing security systems and fire alarms for a P.O.S. company and they tried to fuck me over big time. I ended up homeless living in my truck in a Wal-Mart parking lot in Austin for 6 months because I found a job there that would pay me a whopping $14.00 per hour (not even enough to rent the worst shitholes in Austin). Now I make anywhere from $15.00-$20.00 per hour as a contractor doing structured cabling, automated building systems, security systems, and fire alarms, but it is barely enough to get by. Half my paycheck goes to paying overdraft fees at my credit union. I do forced-intermittent fasting because I cannot afford to buy food, pay my bills, or pay my rent. I lift, but it's hard to get swole when you cannot afford to buy the protein necessary to maintain. I decided to go back to school to get a STEM degree in electronics, but I can only take classes part time in the evenings, so I probably won't graduate for like 7 years and I am halfway through all my credits. I've struck out on several entrepreneurial ventures in the last three years with my savings and credit and they all failed leaving me in ruins.
I just can't seem to get my life back on track and I am at my wit's end. For three years I have been in hell and I can't take it anymore. I think about killing myself every single day. I am so sick and tired of this life, I just want to die and get it over with. I know that's not the right thing to do, so I am not going to do that. I just wish I knew what to do--how to fix this. I've tried everything and I can't find a decent paying job.
So my question is: how do you make money? How do you make money with no money at all? What's the secret?
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