If I talk to people with a completely rested face, they think I am sad, frowny, serious, mean depending on the context. My own brother sometimes think I am being mean to him when I'm just stating a fact. I accidentally made a young cashier girl about to cry last week when I was just saying something twice with no emotions (but apperantly it was negative emotion). So I must improve myself and the energy I am giving off to people. "Happiness, clear positive intention, being lively." << I have to cultivate them by myself from scratch. Otherwise I probably cannot have a healthy part in society. I at least need this for cold approaching.

For the past few days, I'm going for hours a day and trying to make people smile with my smile while walking. I'm getting better slowly. But it is not enough because I haven't made anyone simile yet. Currently I smile enough to make eye contact with some girls (very few). Since I'm new to this. I feel kinda puzzled and keep making eye contact lol and we pass each other. I'll get better but I could use any advice. Especially because I cannot fake happiness. Without being happy, I can't have a normal smile. People sense it. That's the problem. Generating happy vibes.