You might as well admit that when you were a BP, you were bullied at some point, whether it was an intentional attack by the bully or he or she did it because the person thought it was okay because you're a nice guy, so it doesn't matter anyway. But now that you're acting alpha and some douche comes over and for example humiliates you in front of a group of people, and it hurts you deep inside(even though you don't show it), do you beat the shit of that person, do you react to it as if it were a shittest or something third?