It’s random for me, but just sometimes I feel like that motherfucking dude, cocky as balls about everything. Calm mind, passionate. Not afraid of anything. And then I go to bed and wake up groggy or something and the day I just feel fucking weak.

Is it just hormone fluctuation from doing stuff or food I’m eating? I’m on nofap which helps overall, but I still feel a dramatic shift of when I feel like that dude and when I don’t. When I don’t, it’s not like my mindset changes, I still know I’m that fucking dude. But I’ll still just feel “weak”, hard to explain exactly.