Backstory:

Im a rapper/producer, im moderately liked socially. Like i have a good ammount of friends.

However im fat. Im trying to loose the weight, going to the gym. Eating healthy. Doing hobbies. Generally improving. Not chasing women. Acting more stoic and aloof and stuff but thw issue is i havent gotten laid or even kissed a girl in a year (my ex of 2 years dumped me and then my 17 year old brother killed himself the same month) anyways its kinda messing with my head and confidence. Plus like i kinda want some pussy...

Any tips? Im 19 btw.