A traumatic breakup many years ago have led me to the red pill. Over the years, I have successfully applied RP principles and my life and I'm now in a much better place. Years of constant self-improvement has given me access to many great plates. However, I constantly have this nagging feeling that I'm not good enough. It's like my inner beta is suppressed but very much alive. I have pretty much forgotten about my traumatic ex, but there is this feeling of 'look at me now', even though I have much a good pick of plates.

How do I kill this validation seeking inner beta?