This girl who I have liked for over a year, I cannot get over her. I get jealous when she talks about other boys, dream about her.

I have been trying to move with my life. For tha last 6 months I have met loads of girls, some are friends, some have been one nights stands, some have been regular fwbs. I am studying harder than ever at university, I'm really enjoying myself, I go out to bars with my friends all the time, also play sports with them. I hit the gym, I have added 20kg to my wieght, although it's lean not bulky.

If my friends don't go out drinking, I go to bars and clubs myself talking to any girl I see. I find it fun

I have a niece who loves me and I love her like my own child, once a week we spend the whole day together doing what she wants and it's fun, because kids are care free and it's catches on to me. The rest of the week, I walk around without a care in the world.

Anyway I have filled my life with activities I enjoy, but still that one girl is always in my mind. I have cut contact, and the only time I see her is in uni, but I just smile and walk past, if I ever do see her. But I still can't get over her, like today I had an angry dream that I was jealous that she took a picture with another guy.

She makes the effort by texting, but I ignore all these