I don't feel sexy with a balding head, I just can't do it! And if I don't enjoy myself then what is the point of trying to get a girl. I know I won't get the high smv girls. I never had a girlfriend before because of anxiety and depression, now I came back to college again I am near 30 and never even hold a girls had, it's that bad. Now, I am extremely bitter because it turns out I am hot, girls really flirt with me, trying to get close for like a year, I love every second of it. I love woman and I was feeling alive again, and I look really young, I look like 24-25 but I hide my bald head with combover, I can't do it anymore, it looks funny because I lost so much hair because of stress and depression. I look like an idiot now, with bald head I look even worse. I just can't change it, I know if I style my hair showing balding I will lose all the interest. This is hell in the World. If I wasn't attractive then I would just forget about girls and enjoy other things in life accepting my faith but now I can't enjoy nothing. I regret everything I did and didn't.

I know this is androgenic alopecia and it's genetic but I lost all the hair while I was having depresion and generalized anxiety disorder, this can't be a coincidence. Maybe I would löse hair 35-40 years old but I lost it 25-30. Seeing all the guys having great hair styling it, I can't approach girls anymore, 6 mopths ago I did and they are chasing me but I am not the man ı used toı be I was styling it like I have full head of hair.