Hi. 21M here. I have always wanted to be somebody. Always looking for somebody to be. Heroes, tv-series characters whatsoever. Always wanted to be beter. Couldn’t be. I have started over so many-times that I can’t take the whole starting over in monk mode shit for one more time. Improving myself, for what? I have quit smoking a mont ago, porn&masturbation 4 months ago, been hitting the gym for a month, eating healthy as fuck. But I don’t have passion. This year, I wanted summer to come very bad because I would have enough time to self improvement. I have that time, I read, I work-out but all these are pointless. When you don’t have a passion, why would you want to improve yourself. For what? I don’t even know why I am writing this. Some kind of s.o.s maybe? I don’t know. Just wanted to hear what would you do if you were me right now. Thanks