I've been gaming girls for years and years, pretty successful with it, but had a long (2 year) break from dating after I started getting panic attacks, anxiety and depression due to some heroic drug use.

Quit all the drugs. Started talking to girls again eventually, but my game isn't what it used to be. Loads of failures etc, but still trying and slowly getting my game back, and the self care I needed.

Meet this girl not too long ago and the problem is that I can feel myself getting oneitis for this bitch. I'm beating myself up for it, and I know why it's happening but I can't stop thinking about this girl - it's pathetic. My appetite has gone. I've tried talking to other girls to plate them but all I can think about is her. I don't give a fuck about other girls right now. She's both hot and smart and actually surprisingly funny. Look at the shit I'm typing. Fucking HELP me.