I met a chick a few months ago, at an NLP course we did. she was hot as fuck and very bold and even "bad" (a bitch basically) she seemed very interested in me from the start. but I had someone at that time so, and of course, I made sure she knew it (muhaha)

meanwhile, her ex wanted to get back with her and we ended up playing each other emotions for 2 months while dating others. I noticed something different about her behavior. she did things, not like other girls that shit test you or something, she tried to play just like we do and I sure that she was aware of what she is doing. (she's a fucking player manipulator)

she did things that were strange as fuck. like that one time at the last meeting, she stated that she's interested in me "if it weren't for her boyfriend" (we all know what that means) then she started all kinds of conversations about us getting together and that he's a pussy and he doesn't fuck her good and all bunch of crazy stuff. but the day after he fucking proposed her and she agreed. (WTF) so I just laid back and distanced myself because I saw this as a hypocrite move. but then she contacted me and she seemed pissed that I wasn't jealous. we had an argument and I told her everything that i thought about her and told her to fuck off. I knew that they would not get merried in the end.. after 2 months she suddenly contacted me and said she canceled the wedding and she wants us to meet. I said "let's just be fuck buddies" she was so pissed and shit =D and tried to make me feel like an "immature" for purposing this to her. i stood my ground and said that if she dowsn't want then she can move along and find a mature guy. then i blocked her from all social media. she just seemed like i would get more headache than pussy from her. after two weeks i said fuck it i want to hit that. so i contacted her and just said what she wants to hear and we fucked. but then she turned cold the day afterwards. i tried to speak to her but she said that it is nothing and she has this annoying pattern of being unavailable and answer to text messages only after hours it seems like she's always playing no matter what. so i told her to fuck off once again and that i have a new chick. she played it like she doesn't mind but she started calling me at night (on purpose) and suddenly she wants to speak and get things right and all of that.

she even tried to emotionally abuse me (indirectly) on the phone I shot right back at her and felt the pain in her voice.

i blocked her once again but now i have a strange feeling that i want this bitch but i don't know why. it's not the sex. it's not her clearly because she's a fuck up. but something in the drama she makes attracts me and i just want the soap opera to continue.

i suspect that she's some kind of borderline or something. she's clearly has a mess of some sort in her head. i did met her at NLP therapy after all..

what do you think i must do now? should i just forget about her or get into that again? i struggle to understand is it me playing my cards wrong or is it her chaotic personality that fuck everything up?.. i don't get it..