We both grew up in a very strict church and left together recently, moved in together immediately (I know, rent is super expensive in my city, it was do or die since we left our support system at the church) She was a virgin before me. Cooks, cleans, works out, has jobs and pulls her own weight, sex 1-2 times daily, probably obsessed with me, but you know what? I don’t want it. She does nothing wrong but I want more. I want different girls. I don’t want just one girlfriend. I’m not even in my 20s, I hate how my friends go out and I’m always just the wingman.

She’s lives with me, and will for the duration of the lease, wants to get married and have kids someday ect.

I’d feel horrible breaking it off and leaving her because I’m one of the biggest reasons she left the church and now her family and friends disowned her. I’m all she has. To top that off, she’s been literally perfect.

Am I just an asshole?