If I meet a girl, I spin her as a plate for ‘X’ months before she qualifies as LTR-worthy.

She won’t be the only plate I have, and she may or may not find out I’m fucking other girls. She may also sleep around, tinder, or at the very least seem available to other men.

Even though I had plates who told me she was one-way exclusive but honestly I had no way of verifying so I took it as bs.

Now once I promote her, I feel bad that I was ‘cucked’ in a way. In that during our period together (starting from plate-hood) she was seeing other men after already being intimate with me. How can I see her as an LTR if I remember ‘oh there was a period where she was looking openly looking for suitors’?

Unless she was 100% exclusive, gave 0 attention to men, and 0 red flags for months after we started fucking but before we became LTR. But it seems too fake, like looking for a unicorn.

I can’t see any girl my age dealing with being plated like this - I mean even if they don’t have sex with others, they’ll still make themselves available with Snapchat, Insta, or just by being talkative to guys. They may go on trips with friends, and even if it was nothing had happened it is still a bad feeling.

It’s like, while I’m plating these girls I feel 0% emotion to them, and do not care about what they do so long as I get what I want. It’s only after upgrading do I feel these ‘cuck’ emotions.